just few more days ...

i can't wait to go back home!!!! i have full list of things i wanna do and eat and buy.

oh ... i just realised that i don't like mixing with ppl who don't give feedback/response when i'm talking to them ... no wonder i dun feel like talking to "bittergourd" ..

"bittergourd" really "bittergourd" ...
no wonder "bittergourd" tak ada "soul"partner ...
no wonder "bittergourd" so stick to his/her geng ...
how can a normal person stands with this type of ppl ... i know i can't thus i don't bother to know this person .. in fact, in future, if that perosn needs my help, i will be sure won't help-loh .. so "bittergourd", that i think that person ada attitude problem!!! (ok-lah, mayb i can't accept this type of attitude)

bittergourd

i have never seen anyone with such a "bittergourd" face!!! ... probably i never have any friends who are like this and in fact, i'm very grateful!!! So "bittergourd" that the person really pissed me off whenever i'm around that person and thus i never wanted to have lunch/dinner with that person coz it will just spoilt my mood!! And, if my level of tolerance reached the limit, i know i'll be sure confront that person (but alot stopped me from doing so) ... kekekekeke .. me and my mouth!! just can't help myself from voicing out ... but, for me, if a person, dares to voice out what they are unhappy about me, i think i would be able to accept it...Rather than having a person being so fake in front of me-loh

finally ... shifted to a new place

yeahoooooo . finally i have shifted to my previous apartment!!! the place all the good memories were (actually i could only remember the x-mas + my bday party that was celebrated at that place)

however, things wasn't easy to me too .. i mean, before moving to that place, i encounter some tiny little minor problem ie my room door (at my fren's place) has been locked from inside and the keys were no where to be seen!!! i called up my friend, he himself wasn't sure if he has the key and he was busy at work too ...

so ... i have to ask around for help ... and, so happen i have another friend coming to help me moving things ... and i also managed to call up my another teammate to help. Both of them .. trying and trying .. after around an hour, finally, the door is open .. using a ring-ring card :D
lucky me!!! else ... i would have to spend $ to get it done!!! and i don't really wanna use my money on this kind of things

oh gosh ... i'm so pissed off with ppl who are so blind!!!

never mind .. sotong always have her own bunch of friends .. dun care if i will ever ended up having another good friends from this project (at the end of my working period in this project)

they are just so blind

whatever goin now, really happen for a reason and, i will always remind myself
1) not to be unfriendly to ppl who just join the new project
2) not to simply boycott ppl
3) remain to be who i am now, that is, always take the initiative to get to know ppl and not waiting for ppl to know me

woosah woosah ...

disappointed by ppl that are blinded by a temporarily and faking friendliness of ppl whom i know they are just soooo fake ... sigh ... nvm ... like my bf said .. i'm there to work and to learn new things ... i won't give a fucking care of things goin around me!!!

well ... too bad to those ppl ... they miss the greatest opportunity to know this sotong ... hehehehahahahah .... just my way to think good my me :P

counting again

one week gone ... oh gosh .. i have another 3 weeks to go ...

i'm planning to move back to my old apartment .. hehehe ... this time is the master bedroom .. wow .. it's veyr big .. but, tooo bad .. the condition ain't that good .. the lights are bad, the air-cond not working fine, the toilet is dark too ... nvm .. i guess this is the normal condition for a place that hasn't been cleaned for 2 weeks (maid having 2 weeks raya holiday) .. problem is that i'm not entitled for that room and waiting for permission from the management ... sigh ... what so big deal of it ... if there's a new gal coming in, just let the new gal share bed with me-loh ...

sigh ... i still haven't get to know more ppl around here ... coz, i wanna make sure that when there's a driver downstairs, they'll ask me to go back too .. instead of having me to be very very aware of my surrounding and start scanning around by 5.30pm for ppl who intend to go back ... how to do so-ar?? my back is facing them-leh .. and i'm facing a wall ... i'll be very tired to just keep scanning around!!!

okok .. i'm counting my days to go back home ... so sick of being away from my life in malaysia

hanging Saddam but what about USA president?

i was reading the stars .. headline :
"Saddam to hang
A visibly shaken Saddam Hussein was found guilty of crimes against humanity Sunday and sentenced to hang at a lightning session of the US-sponsored court that has been trying him in the Iraqi capital for the past year."

and i'm wondering, how come President Bush not having the same ending?

counting days ... 3 more weeks to go

when someone ask u some questions, did u ever have this thinking that the person is actually asking for his/her own benefit coz whatever my response is, will affect him/her and he/she needs to know in advance such that he/she can do some arrangement for himself/herself.

too complicated

wah .. my this trip to jkt here is unlike my last year trip ... this time, i keep counting the days!!! not that i have nothing to do .. i do have things to do and i'm taking forever to understand it!!! It's slow but i managed to finish.

Tony Romas (once a year)

hmmmm ... how come when i'm overseas, i'll be sure busy blogging ...

ok .. finally, i met my previous projectmates ... hehehehe ... i'm always happy to see them ... it's like meeting old friends ... but i would have to say that we seldom keep in touch yet there's certain of bond there ...

well ... i get to know another new group of ppl yday and i terus join them to have dinner at Tony Romas (remember my previous blog ... hehehe ... i can't mix with my "own" ppl, then i'll mix with other ppl and maybe later slowly i'll be able to click with them) ... wow ... Tony Romas dong!! it's baby ribs that i'm ordering .. and, it's FINGER LICKING GOOD!!!! ... even last year when i was at JKT, i also make a point to eat at Tony Romas .. kekekeke, it's like once a year "must do" thing

later i'll be following another group of ppl to try dunno what duck thing ... i know this place is new to me and thus i must really give it a try ... moreover, one of them resigning and next Fri is last day and sure kurang "kaki" to go makan-makan liow

ok dong .. must start my work .. oh gosh .. i have to take over this whole thing and this few days i'm left all by myself .. well, it wasn't my first time supporting ... and being such a goodie good me, i know the god will treat me very good during my time of supporting (that, i will be capable to handle the situation :P )

sigh .. i wanna make phone calls to talk to my friends in malaysia and singapore ... but ... damn expensive-lah ... i must find ways to chat with them (hey, that's my style .. ie, complaining :P )

homesick and being "BOYCOTT"

damn it ... so fast i'm so homesick liow ... started crying since wednesday nite ... and since then, my tears can't stop flowing .. i mean, it will just suddenly burst out and i can't control it!!! oh .. i miss my life in malaysia .. miss my family (that also includes my uncles' side), miss my bf, miss my friends, miss my bf friends, miss the baby that mom babysit (oh .. she's so adorable!!!), miss what i do every single day in malaysia, miss my mom's cooking, i just miss everything!!! and the only thing that can keep me goin is to keep thinking that i'll be able to learn more things and input more skills ... that's all .. and ... i hate it so much to sacrifice so much for an unsure future/gain that i will be able to obtain ... anyway .... last year, i'm also like this ... anyhow, as long as i'm being asked to go overseas, i will be homesick

even more homesick coz i'm not closed to this new environment ppl ... lets observe this scenario ...
i'm in taxi with my junior (module mate), and 2 other fellow project mates (from other company) ... one of senior hp number calling my hp .. i pickup, answer, actually looking for my junior .. well, ok .. coz the junior hp's wasn't on ... nvm ... but, to my surprise, the others are looking for her for dinner and i'm not invited!! ... isn't that a bit rude!!! .. oh gosh ... where's has all the manners gone-ar?? ... i remember me as a junior or in mandiri project, i will definitely ask those around me whether wanna join ... nope ... i was just totally being ignored ... FUCK ... well ... and, i have to keep woosah and thinking that, nvm ... i'm still alien to them ... BUT HELLO, i'm so talkative and friendly yet i can't be able to mix with ppl there who mostly are juniors (i have proved i'm can easily adapt to new environment when i was in maybank during the first 3 days!!)... wow. .. what's wrong with this project environment

lunch box

my 2nd day here ... noticed that my whole team cook their own lunch ... unlike previously where we cook our own lunch, here, one person cook for the whole team!!!! wah .. so keng chau!!! cannot believe it ... i myself can't be doing this coz i did tried to cook for 3-4 person, and it's such a tiring task and the person who cook for that day have to wake up very early!!! today my first time tasting it .. it's spagetti ... hmmm .. not bad ... it's HOT (that's the best thing of it!!!) :P ... okok ... actually, i'm goin to start cooking my own lunch next week coz paiseh to ask ppl cook and i tak pernah cook for them :P