love really is blind

almost every month also sick ... either is the working env or the surrounding env itself ... ate alot of veges and varieties also didn't help much ...

i'm just curious why guys (or people in general) will go after another human being who is good looking in appearance?? the appearance really matters alot ... i have 2 lady colleagues who is so happy going and fun to be with (just like me when i was at younger days .. kekekekekek) yet i have to say, not many people can see their beauty. another lady, who, alot people felt that she's gorgeous ... hmmmmm ... attitude wise, i know she's good .. i'm just commenting on the appearance ... just because with some simple make up and wear pro office wear and being very ladylike, and she manages to catch alot of attention ... how come guys are so blind??? can't they see the other 2 who have natural beauty????? kekekekekke ... i'm very confident i have that ... muakakakkakaka ...

people like me and that 2 ladies ... will not experience the love at first sight ... but, i believe they'll find their true love among their friends who eventually will become their soulmate .. love at first sight, no longer works ... love someone based on appearance, won't last long coz it's a lust ...

i have to rush my work again ... trying to finish my work and some testing before i'm goin for lunch and then cabut back to aprt coz i don't think i can tahan till end of day (with my current sick condition) ... not that i'm pretending to be hardworking ... just that, there are a lot of work and i've predicted my another junior is absent (due to sick tooo .. and my prediction really turns out true coz he actually called up to say he's on medical leave) and my another junior herself can't do so many thing at one time and so happen, i've studied that portion before ... thus, no matter how hard, come as early as possible to finish it ...
yet ... i'm writing this blog ... kekekkeke .. okok ... better start my work ...