what the fuck

what's the point being commited and responsible to your job when you don't have anyone at higher level or same level to back up you?? here, i am worry that my module will be in big trouble if i'm not around and thus i changed (i bought the air asia ticket first, and then claim company) my flight ticket back to msia (and thus, i have caused alot of changes in my family and bf shcedule too). there, my backup doens't want to come early to backup me!! and this is not the first time this is happening. if you are able to give me a valid and good reason for not being able to make it, ok, i'll accept it. NOPE, you don't have any reasons and the only reason you tell me is that my junior SHOULD be able to support for that 5days alone. i really don't understand. shouldn't you be here to help prepare things or at least check all the preparation coz the cutover date is just a week away only. my junior is only one year experience. if there's anything goes wrong, i really doubt my boss will telan everything. he'll taichi to me and junior so that he'll always be the best.

even worst is that, you have always been thinking of their welfare and try to backup them when they are in trouble but they are actually taking advantage of your silliness ... wtf ... one day, i will burst out. i'm in the position that i have no1 that i can complain to such that some1 will take action. aggravation has done me no good (to my emotion and health). i just want to get out from my working life and don't wanna care bout those ppl. they are so fake. they can treat me so good and phraise me jsut to take advantage of me!!! and please ... whoever wants to comment that this if working life, BETTER DON'T COMMENT. i had enough of life theory. and, i'm not the quiet type of person. those who have been having a good life by doing bad things, i will make sure other ppl are aware of this. say i'm evil or what-so-ever. i just felt that the god give me mouth and voice for me to voice out things that are wrong.